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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #15 on: March 11, 2019, 05:51:42 PM »


march 1

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #16 on: March 11, 2019, 05:52:33 PM »


march 2

this is one of those times i honestly feel like i kind of forced myself

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #17 on: March 11, 2019, 05:55:16 PM »




march 03

that day i felt low on creative energy and overall steam...

i ended up drawing a scene from my worldbuilding stuff. but i felt kinda low overall.

the "official" drawing this day... was after the other one.

i'm definitely inspired by http://si-ku.her.jp/ for a lot of these art. but there's also yume nikki inspiration that's stuck with me forever...

also shan shui hua (chinese traditional water ink painting, sumi-e in japan). it's something i enjoy.


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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #18 on: March 11, 2019, 05:57:26 PM »




march 4

i really have no clue what happened the first try today.

i drew some scary stuff on paper with pencil again, and tried doing a pencil drawing, which was pretty different.

the numbers are 01 and 05... 2-4 are in a different folder

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #19 on: March 11, 2019, 05:59:46 PM »


march 5

i felt really short on inspiration today

but i felt that i was trying to think freer and try to work towards less ... mental violence towards myself

i think that might have been what led to the content.

after this someone asked a question about the script... even thought that usually happens, i decided to try and catalog the text. i noticed that it got a lot blockier... next day i'd try to go back to the style i liked the most

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #20 on: March 11, 2019, 06:01:30 PM »


march 6

dealing with inner demons

i went back to a freer script style here.

also.... i always wondered about what the deal is with the eye themes and mouth themes from the "scarier" stuff i draw

is it something to do with "fear of being noticed?" is it something to do with social anxiety... wanting to disappear? not recognizing myself?

body horror is a strong theme...

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #21 on: March 11, 2019, 06:02:49 PM »


march 7

i ended up staying up too late for too many days in a row and felt completely empty.

but i like how this drawing turned out...

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #22 on: March 11, 2019, 06:03:34 PM »


march 8

5 AM.....

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #23 on: March 11, 2019, 06:05:55 PM »


march 9

i tried to record myself drawing today, but it cut off halfway through.

i uploaded it to discord:

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/488129141359771655/554198043906277376/2019-03-10_03-00-43.mp4

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #24 on: March 11, 2019, 06:08:08 PM »


march 10 (yesterday)

i keep on saying i'll wish to work harder to turn my life around and fix my discipline and work ethic and negative self-esteem...

this is actually a different idea than i went in with. originally i wanted to draw something more like "sitting on a grassy field and looking at the sky"

but i wasn't able to get that after about 10 tries.

in the end i think that it's better when i just go by instinct and draw... i like this one a lot. it's very peaceful and kind of positive.

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #25 on: March 11, 2019, 06:10:46 PM »
here is the recording for that one: https://www.dropbox.com/s/ruhjzoelrccymkd/2019_03_10_01.mp4?dl=0

i managed to get the entire video.

thank you for liking these drawings! sometimes i get nervous that "i'm only doing this because i want to show other people" and put myself down but
honestly, it's something which i do for myself, first... i do this because i enjoy it, and because i enjoy these i want to share that with other people.
i have to remind myself of that a lot of the time.

thank you aimania too!! and also thank you Guest for taking time to check these out... i really appreciate everything you've done.

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #26 on: March 11, 2019, 06:11:09 PM »
thanks for posting these & your thoughts about them..... sorry maybe saying they are "cute" before was kind of dismissive but i meant it in a "i like your art style" kind of way
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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #27 on: March 11, 2019, 06:12:41 PM »
it's ok!!! i appreciate it for real!

i'll be also posting these here daily too since you're all really nice. it's surreal to come back after so long but it really feels like there's really few "cozy" places left nowadays. it's comforting...

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #28 on: March 11, 2019, 06:33:23 PM »
thanks for posting! they're really good and a lot of them really resonate with how i'm feelin recently. definitely felt the yume nikki vibe with the atmosphere of the pieces

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Re: daily drawings
« Reply #29 on: March 11, 2019, 07:48:51 PM »
the art style is coole.